Apologize for the following rant...
I got back on the ice last June after about 15 years off (played one season of club level hockey in college, then stopped playing ice altogether since I was 18 till 36). I started at open hockeys at my local rinks, then reached out to the surrounding rinks to add my name to the list, hoping to land on a team. I requested to be put into B level play, but only found a mid-C level team that was looking for a goalie. I told them I was hoping to land in B, but they asked if I can do half the games, and have another goalie from another one of their teams' cover the over half. I agreed, played very well, and won the championship. At the same time, some of my teammates also had a B-level team, and they asked me to backup their goalie last season, which I did and played a handful of games with them, playing very well- they won the championship, too. So this season, the league told us we either had to move up, or drop our two best players as they're "too good to be playing in C", according to the league. We dropped those two guys, and are absolutely stinking it up this year. A few of the games this season I've given up 5,6,7 goals, but the last two I've given up 3 and 2. Our other goalie isn't faring much better, he's giving up around 8/game so far in the 3 that he's played. I'm super competitive and have been getting frustrated- I'm shouting at guys on the ice (not directly, but just in general shouting for them to cover points, pick up a man, put it around the boards harder, etc).
On the other end, I've played in 4 of the 6 games for the B-league team since their regular goalie hasn't been able to make too many games thus far this season. I fit in with the competition so much better in B and jump on any chance I get to play with them- but, they have a regular goalie.
There's also another rink I've been filling in at- the owner of the rink reached out late last year and added me to the list, and seems to text me at least 1-2 times a week to fill in. About a month back, a B team needed a fill in and I showed up. I played great, we won, and they took my number cause they needed me for the next game. I've now played 4 games with them as their goalie had an injury and a family emergency. I've overheard them saying things that indicate I'm better than their regular goalie- the team captain even outright said something like, "we'd take you in a heartbeat if we weren't loyal to our current goalie". After the last game we had a couple nights ago, one guy said, "I'm lobbying to get you as our full time goalie". One guy I hadn't played with yet asked if I was filling in or their new goalie, and they said "we have to have that conversation with the team", which sounds like they're seriously considering replacing their regular goalie with me.
Anyway, it's been frustrating trying to land on a competitive beer league team. I'm loving being back in net and playing 1, 2, 3 times a week. Filling in is great as it gets me on the ice, but I just wanna find a team full time, which I get is hard when so many teams have been around for years and have the same crew.
/rant